blog#32: Nails pretty nails!

So today i went to get my nails done it was very hard for me to decide what color i wanted, how long i wanted my nails to be, whether or not i wanted fake nails or to get an overlay on my real nails. I decided to get a pearl type nail polish and to get an overlay.I remember the last time i got fake nails it hurt really badly and that was during prom. It was a great experience that i love to do!

blog#31: Time to get back on track!

Today i was talking with my best friend, and it was very awkward! We were on the phone for like thirty minutes without a word! That is very awkward for me and him especially for me and him on the phone. We usually can talk for an hour or two but today there was an awkward silence on the phone. I felt as though our friendship we separating and as though it was a matter that is out of my hands! This reminded me that i have other responsibilities like getting back on track with my blogs!

blog#30: TGIT

Some things that i got from TGIT were:

• Give your best!
• Be your best!
• Take responsibility!
• Go from good to great!
• make up when you mess up!
• You cant have any fear!
• You are in control of your future, and destiny!
• Start over from scrap!
• Keep moving forward, don't give up, and don't quit!
• You can have whatever you want, even if you struggle to get it!

I thought all of the above are very positive and are things that i can put into consideration, and apply to my life!

Day #29: Birthday?

Went to school today and through out the day i got a few happy birthdays, only because people probably didn't know, didn't care, or forgot. I felt as though what would me telling people its my birthday change no matter what was going on people wouldn't care or give me anything! My friend told me to wear this tiara she had brought but i wouldve just looked and felt like a damn clown!

So far none of my brothers has told me happy birthday so forget it! Im happy I could see another birthday as well though! Even though i may never get the **** I want for my birthday, im happy to see yet another one which most people my age dont! Im just happy that a selective few of people cared enough to tell me happy birthday!

Day #28: What to do now?

The only question that keeps popping up in my head is what to do know. Im always the person smiling, being nice to others, being stabbed in the back, talked about. Being put in situations i should have to deal with at my age. What to do now?

Day #27: Finally!

My Wi-Fi and TV finally works again and i am happy I've been trying so hard to post a blog online! I feel bad now knowing that i am behind and that I've missed so many days of blogging! So tomorrow's my birthday and im really not excited this year as i was years before! I've grown to realize the older you get especially in my case means the less you get.

I wish i could go on a trip somewhere by myself for once and get away from school, family, and friends all very stressful factors in my life! This time my older sisters and brothers forgot about me, and one left out the house to keep from getting in trouble. He also probably left out so he wouldn't have to tell me happy birthday, even then all that matters is him telling me that!

What he doesn't realize is that i know he's not going to give me anything because he's selfish, but i look at the thought because over the years I've learned not to look for much or anything on my birthday. People always make promises they cant keep! I rather be told the truth then lied to and to be hoping for something i might not ever get.

Excited!

I had fun today and i got my work done this morning that i had planned to do! I got up this morning and found that i was faced with yet another dilemma and this time it was one of my family members. Although i still had an interesting and fun day! I first went with my parent to my older brothers job at imagine discovery, where we dropped by to say hello.

Then from there I went to breakfast with my parents to Bob Evans, where i had the farmers choice it was really good if i can remember the name of what i ordered! That was a big deal for me because that was my first time going there, and because I went with my parents. While there we got to talk about my college choices and options i was telling them about the schools i was going to apply to.

My father told me that i should be open to the fact of going to community college for free and for a start, to get use to college life, for finance reasons, and to raise my GPA higher to like a 4.0. I told him that I would keep that option open and I would decide which option fits me best, and which one i can benefit more from. After that I went with them to Walmart where we went and picked out my uncle a flat screen tv, and other household items such as a comforter, cordless phone, and dvd player.

From there we went to visit my older sister, then  to my aunts house, then to hip hop fish and chicken, then home finally! 

 

Farmers Breakfast yummy! :)