Went to school today and through out the day i got a few happy birthdays, only because people probably didn't know, didn't care, or forgot. I felt as though what would me telling people its my birthday change no matter what was going on people wouldn't care or give me anything! My friend told me to wear this tiara she had brought but i wouldve just looked and felt like a damn clown!
So far none of my brothers has told me happy birthday so forget it! Im happy I could see another birthday as well though! Even though i may never get the **** I want for my birthday, im happy to see yet another one which most people my age dont! Im just happy that a selective few of people cared enough to tell me happy birthday!
Monday, October 17, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Day #28: What to do now?
The only question that keeps popping up in my head is what to do know. Im always the person smiling, being nice to others, being stabbed in the back, talked about. Being put in situations i should have to deal with at my age. What to do now?
Day #27: Finally!
My Wi-Fi and TV finally works again and i am happy I've been trying so hard to post a blog online! I feel bad now knowing that i am behind and that I've missed so many days of blogging! So tomorrow's my birthday and im really not excited this year as i was years before! I've grown to realize the older you get especially in my case means the less you get.
I wish i could go on a trip somewhere by myself for once and get away from school, family, and friends all very stressful factors in my life! This time my older sisters and brothers forgot about me, and one left out the house to keep from getting in trouble. He also probably left out so he wouldn't have to tell me happy birthday, even then all that matters is him telling me that!
What he doesn't realize is that i know he's not going to give me anything because he's selfish, but i look at the thought because over the years I've learned not to look for much or anything on my birthday. People always make promises they cant keep! I rather be told the truth then lied to and to be hoping for something i might not ever get.
I wish i could go on a trip somewhere by myself for once and get away from school, family, and friends all very stressful factors in my life! This time my older sisters and brothers forgot about me, and one left out the house to keep from getting in trouble. He also probably left out so he wouldn't have to tell me happy birthday, even then all that matters is him telling me that!
What he doesn't realize is that i know he's not going to give me anything because he's selfish, but i look at the thought because over the years I've learned not to look for much or anything on my birthday. People always make promises they cant keep! I rather be told the truth then lied to and to be hoping for something i might not ever get.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Excited!
I had fun today and i got my work done this morning that i had planned to do! I got up this morning and found that i was faced with yet another dilemma and this time it was one of my family members. Although i still had an interesting and fun day! I first went with my parent to my older brothers job at imagine discovery, where we dropped by to say hello.
Then from there I went to breakfast with my parents to Bob Evans, where i had the farmers choice it was really good if i can remember the name of what i ordered! That was a big deal for me because that was my first time going there, and because I went with my parents. While there we got to talk about my college choices and options i was telling them about the schools i was going to apply to.
My father told me that i should be open to the fact of going to community college for free and for a start, to get use to college life, for finance reasons, and to raise my GPA higher to like a 4.0. I told him that I would keep that option open and I would decide which option fits me best, and which one i can benefit more from. After that I went with them to Walmart where we went and picked out my uncle a flat screen tv, and other household items such as a comforter, cordless phone, and dvd player.
From there we went to visit my older sister, then to my aunts house, then to hip hop fish and chicken, then home finally!
Then from there I went to breakfast with my parents to Bob Evans, where i had the farmers choice it was really good if i can remember the name of what i ordered! That was a big deal for me because that was my first time going there, and because I went with my parents. While there we got to talk about my college choices and options i was telling them about the schools i was going to apply to.
My father told me that i should be open to the fact of going to community college for free and for a start, to get use to college life, for finance reasons, and to raise my GPA higher to like a 4.0. I told him that I would keep that option open and I would decide which option fits me best, and which one i can benefit more from. After that I went with them to Walmart where we went and picked out my uncle a flat screen tv, and other household items such as a comforter, cordless phone, and dvd player.
From there we went to visit my older sister, then to my aunts house, then to hip hop fish and chicken, then home finally!
Farmers Breakfast yummy! :)
Tuesday
So it Tuesday and we don't have school tomorrow. I am happy for the first time in a while! I learned how to do something difficult in trig today! I think that the degree circle might be one of the hardest topics that we have talked about so far in that class. I also had to present today in my fourth period Human Services intro class about finance, and education and training. I also had to take a test in AP Human Geography about maps, and geography.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Goals and palns
Today i got a plan or goals chart in Avid I have much work to accomplish in this month. But at least today i can say that i did an act of kindness. I gave Emoni fifty cents for her lunch today and a extra dollar to buy something extra. I also gave Arriana a sheet of paper for our fourth period health class to write down some important terminology. Also i helped Shauntria with an issue concerning her college essay i helped her put her college essay together.
Stuck Here!
Ok so on Thursday my parents went out of town, and i was stuck at home with my aunt. Ugh how i wish i could have been left with my older brother, or close family friend last week. Why did my parents had to at such a time as this when it is very crucial.
For the first time in my Trigonometry class i finished all of my homework that was given out on Wednesday on Thursday instead of the day of. I felt as though that one of my priority was actually being completed on time for the first time. I wished that parents would have left at least five dollars for me to eat on Saturday for the Alumni Homecoming.
For the first time in my Trigonometry class i finished all of my homework that was given out on Wednesday on Thursday instead of the day of. I felt as though that one of my priority was actually being completed on time for the first time. I wished that parents would have left at least five dollars for me to eat on Saturday for the Alumni Homecoming.
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